This I found on my other blog. I think I was going through a mixed state. I had load of energy to write many dark pieces.
The ease of smiling
has made my healing
I thought it could
Heal my heart as it should
And not taint my spirit as it would.
My smile begged me to appear
Happier and dry that forsaken tear.
Smiling can be so damn deceiving
Never quite revealing,
The raw state of my bleeding.