I always wondered what I would actually blog about and where to start my whole ‘reflection’ process. If I look at my life and where I am going I get this crazy butterfly feeling, that feeling you get when you deep in love and that person you like just sends you a good morning message, or that feeling you on stage in front of hundreds of people getting reading to perform. All those really great nervous happy feelings is what I get when I think of what my life will be like, like I’m standing on the brink of greatness.
“Does everyone get this feeling?” I often wonder to myself. Its like a high though. I am on this path of discovering what makes me happy, doing everything and getting involved in so many things just to see which of those experiences give me that BUZZ. So far, I have found it. Well I think I have. My aunty Marilyn used to say that someone as talented and passionate as me will have troubling settling into life as I can do many things and get excited about doing a lot of different things. I am not bragging here- please don’t get me wrong. I do believe that there is truth in what she was saying. I do a lot, because I can and because I am gifted to do many different types of things.
Part of reflecting though is realizing that I cannot do everything. (Oh woe is me). 🙂 I am still finding that ULTIMATE buzz, I can say though that I am almost there. Secretly I hope I am not almost there- I love this meandering through life discovering all that life has to offer. LOL. May be that is my ULTIMATE buzz. “Who knows?” (They, forever) <— plagiarism joke for the UCT people out there.
So, the day after tomorow for me is always an exciting one. I never know how it’s going to end, or what lessons I will learn or better yet what opportunity while stare me straight in the eye and say “Go on, grab me”.